in other news, it's been nine months and the world hasn't stopped being on fire

 i really reaaally fucking want beef tataki.

the church can go to hell

i don't believe in heaven or hell.

but i hope there is a hell specially made for these men and priests that hurt these kids and everyone who helped along the way.

shakes through life

took my first shooting call. could've done better. but then again, it's all a part of learning.

can't dig myself into a spiral of should've been better.


woah. it's been a while since i've been on. thoughts on mind: it's been steady days, and i'm okay with that.

if I can get over that, I can get over this too

you can only do so much before it is out of your hands.

deep breath. some things are out of your control. life doesn't always go your way but it tends to work out one way or another.

let me sleep upright

@trainline, give me back my overnight train ticket.

alone time

so it's set. i'm hitting up paris, marseilles, barcelona, and iceland next.

three weeks, two of which will be a solo trip, and i'm lowkey relieved about that. i want to see a lot of nice things, but i'm also going to try to take it a bit slower. let my brain breathe a bit.

still lots of stuff to do before that, but i'm excited.

the grass is turning yellow at the edges

i was doing so well and then welp, real life catches up and it is all of those little things that drive you up the wall. decisions, decisions, and i don't want to make any of them.

i'm scum in the sun

i went out in the sun and came back with a cold. uhmmm??? what? is.....this?? noNSENSE???

i go by puglegs too

idk if this is a thing for anyone else.

but i make myself a collection of things that make me laugh when i see it, and i put it all in one place. so when i'm down, i go into it and i scroll.

and i laugh again, and it makes me feel a bit better than before. (here's mine)

there are no bottom lines

uh, so apparently i write noncon now.