Warning to all: Never study math until two in the morning.
I did and I slept a night with a dream about doing my exam with a shaking hand. I can still see that question in my head so clearly: Choose two of the three. Determine the intersection between the three planes and solve the system. Die vectors die!
It had been a rough month but I am a survivor and my class of thirty-somethings dwindled down to eighteen students. DD:
Good bye Calculus & Vectors or Veculus (even the name sound like some evil villain!!) as I know it by.
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Friday, July 23, 2010
Set Ups Come Down
What is worst than everyone else's standards is your own.
I've seen it with so many people (friends or not.)
And figures, I am one too.
Besides all the calculus that I am learning 6 hours a day, I have never been so aware of my own set of standards, especially when it comes to the grades-department (I mean, I am a student, what else can I muse about aside from all that gay men?)
I have always had my own standards, if it isn't a 90 then it is a 80 at the very least. (Overachiever? In comparison, not at all... but I try?) It is not an achievement but more like an expectation I have for myself. And years of receiving grades like these, when I do fall short of my own expectations, satisfaction unexpectedly comes for me. (What can I say? I can hardly think straight these days...)
Because I finally notice that it becomes an achievement, something that you can actually appreciate, when I am finally aware of the efforts I put into it (even though it is not remotely comparable to my usual grades.)
The process is not fun, the payoff is not all that great either but I think I have never felt this happy seeing my own accomplishments. Unexpected things really can put a smile on my face :)
Ranty!Kuro blames the math, it makes her go insane. ;)
I've seen it with so many people (friends or not.)
And figures, I am one too.
Besides all the calculus that I am learning 6 hours a day, I have never been so aware of my own set of standards, especially when it comes to the grades-department (I mean, I am a student, what else can I muse about aside from all that gay men?)
I have always had my own standards, if it isn't a 90 then it is a 80 at the very least. (Overachiever? In comparison, not at all... but I try?) It is not an achievement but more like an expectation I have for myself. And years of receiving grades like these, when I do fall short of my own expectations, satisfaction unexpectedly comes for me. (What can I say? I can hardly think straight these days...)
Because I finally notice that it becomes an achievement, something that you can actually appreciate, when I am finally aware of the efforts I put into it (even though it is not remotely comparable to my usual grades.)
The process is not fun, the payoff is not all that great either but I think I have never felt this happy seeing my own accomplishments. Unexpected things really can put a smile on my face :)
Ranty!Kuro blames the math, it makes her go insane. ;)
Monday, July 19, 2010
Rhyming names are never good signs
Title: Hannibal Rising
Release Date: 2007
Summary:
As a prequel to Red Dragon, Silence of the Lambs and Hannibal, this film follows our favorite cannibal, Hannibal Lecter during his youth. Every bad guy needs a tragic past and Hannibal is no different. Growing up under the trauma of his sister's death, Hannibal devotes himself to finding and killing (and eating) his sister's murderer. Eventually he even travels to Saskatoon, Canada (of ALL places!!) =u=bb
Commentary:
As a super fanatic fan of older Hannibal (Anthony Hopkins for the win!! v), I think this is my only opinion on this film: Hannibal has a major sister-complex. As bishonen as actor, Gaspard Ulliel (<-strange name, cute guy) was, even his face couldn't make up for the rushed plot line or the lack of real horror to the story. D':
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Allergy Attack?!!
The only thing I ever thought I was allergic to was deodorant (random but yes, I could never use deodorant unless I want to get intense rashes.)
Last night, I thought I had gotten bitten by mosquitoes again (curse them!!) but waking up today, I had hives.
Argh!
This is bad, I am itchy everywhere and I am a blotchy red and heck, I don't even know what I am allergic to DD: I hope they go away soon D':
PS: Doing a math test with hives is not fun, at all.
Last night, I thought I had gotten bitten by mosquitoes again (curse them!!) but waking up today, I had hives.
Argh!
This is bad, I am itchy everywhere and I am a blotchy red and heck, I don't even know what I am allergic to DD: I hope they go away soon D':
PS: Doing a math test with hives is not fun, at all.
Saturday, July 10, 2010
Theory-driven
Math theory is most definitely the worst, however way you see it.
Just when I thought I had the genders figured out, I come across this (taken from the profile page of VK band: Megamasso) with no doubts that it was a girl, quite a pretty one at that too. And then I read up on this VK band's history...
"She" is one of the male sex.
I need to rethink my ability to separate males and females once again. Thank you Japan, you teach me valuable lessons of all kinds.
Just when I thought I had the genders figured out, I come across this (taken from the profile page of VK band: Megamasso) with no doubts that it was a girl, quite a pretty one at that too. And then I read up on this VK band's history...
"She" is one of the male sex.
I need to rethink my ability to separate males and females once again. Thank you Japan, you teach me valuable lessons of all kinds.
Thursday, July 8, 2010
Hot Hot Heat
It is hot and this heat wave won't go away, it is like an annoying little prick that just won't stop bugging you. Gah.
Hot hot heat waves aside, I had forgotten that today (glorious July 8th) is RaYu Day. In the midst of my first math test and being bombarded by equations and arrows and little weird symbols, RaYu Day was forgotten... OTL
But man, is it hot outside.
Hot hot heat waves aside, I had forgotten that today (glorious July 8th) is RaYu Day. In the midst of my first math test and being bombarded by equations and arrows and little weird symbols, RaYu Day was forgotten... OTL
But man, is it hot outside.
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Triple Aces
Note 1:
Good bye fair summer, see you in a month~ -waves handkerchief-
Note 2:
With new music that I find, I love to listen to it on loop. This time, it's AAA. Pronounced Triple A but stands for Attack All Around. It is sort of crowded for your standard band since AAA have 7 people: 2 girls, 5 boys. Some sing, some rap, but as far as I've seen, none of them plays an instrument... D:
Good bye fair summer, see you in a month~ -waves handkerchief-
Note 2:
With new music that I find, I love to listen to it on loop. This time, it's AAA. Pronounced Triple A but stands for Attack All Around. It is sort of crowded for your standard band since AAA have 7 people: 2 girls, 5 boys. Some sing, some rap, but as far as I've seen, none of them plays an instrument... D:
Monday, July 5, 2010
ӨxӨxӨ=Ө
Bad news all around! I almost feel sick.
1. My mid-way DRRR!! fics document was accidentally deleted... I cannot retrieve it. I sincerely feel sick to my stomach.
2. My summer school course just got switched to another school, both far and foreign. This is plain troublesome.
3. My driving lessons need to be continued, I have four more hours. Tomorrow I need to do two. I want to die.
When bad things come around, they come around by the dozen... or three. I just want to stay in bed and never come back out. QuQ
1. My mid-way DRRR!! fics document was accidentally deleted... I cannot retrieve it. I sincerely feel sick to my stomach.
2. My summer school course just got switched to another school, both far and foreign. This is plain troublesome.
3. My driving lessons need to be continued, I have four more hours. Tomorrow I need to do two. I want to die.
When bad things come around, they come around by the dozen... or three. I just want to stay in bed and never come back out. QuQ
Saturday, July 3, 2010
Last Episodes
I finally got a chance to watch Tumbling's final episode and DRRR!!'s last episode of the season (I do hope they make another season soon!!)
I got to say, Tumbling really gets better as you continue to watch on. The first two or three episodes really were boring but starting from four (or so), the character stories are more interesting and the boys are more gay. So I definitely say thumbs up to that~ ;D
As for DR!!24: I am glad they stopped it at that. Now I can go and read the light novel while taking my time ;) But the series were good, the ending wrapped it up nicely... and may I mention, Celty got a nice rack ;DD Shinra is a lucky bastard!
I got to say, Tumbling really gets better as you continue to watch on. The first two or three episodes really were boring but starting from four (or so), the character stories are more interesting and the boys are more gay. So I definitely say thumbs up to that~ ;D
As for DR!!24: I am glad they stopped it at that. Now I can go and read the light novel while taking my time ;) But the series were good, the ending wrapped it up nicely... and may I mention, Celty got a nice rack ;DD Shinra is a lucky bastard!
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