point of saturation

i am at a point of writing pr fics where i find myself pausing and wondering: have i written this before.

115 pr fics to date, that is not entirely impossible.

i still love these characters and every bit of the canon plotline so, so fiercely. it has been 2 full years of writing for this 2hr movie, and i am terrified of losing this. i want to write, oh do i want to, but every time i start, i get this creeping feeling of i've done this already in the back of my head and i can't continue because i don't want to write the same damn thing again and again.

no one needs that, least of all: me.

so where does that leave me.