Currently still in school and really should be doing my work but heck teacher isn't here -sly smile- These days all I know is that every second period, its ff.n time XDD But I got a busy time table ahead of me... but thank god one of my tests has been moved to Monday *O* I love you, Mr. B!!! V -does a twirl-
But sad news ahead: (Don't get all gloomy after reading this...)
I am doing horribly in math. (Yes, same old, same old.) TuT -rolls around and wish for death- I just got my mark update and my first test back. I mean it isn't too much of a deal since this is only the beginning but still... it is just so frustrating. And here comes the self-blame creeping back behind me. Q_Q So my mark is: 66%. Its the lowest mark I ever got, so it dropped my self-confidence down by like 1000 miles.
-jumps off a building-
I went into a sort of daze... and seriously had to numb myself by reading fanfics and doing my piling homework. The stress let me 'relax' and sort of just forget. Hope none of this is too depressing and all that crap.
Oh well I know I will get through this and look back and say how stupid I was -dry laugh-
But on a better note (yes, there is something good XD) I got inspired and a new RK is being born!!
3 comments:
Don't stress yourself too much about the test, after all, it's only the begining, you'll still have tons of them ahead of ya, maths especially =D I remember one time I didn't manage to answer one last math question, I cried in class O.O and I was like... 15? O.O embarassing ... :D But still manage to score better than I've expected =D
~Your stalker~
Cheezy (at work now >_< can't login)
C'mon, you're an extremely intelligent girl.
We all understand how you feel like...but cheer up, woman! You can do it! You like math, I know it's harder to accept you failed when you like it... But cheer up, really... There'll be other exams and I'm sure you'll get outstanding grades on them...
I love you! ^^
>Lara
P.S: It didn't let me comment with my LJ account, so I'm anonymous XD
cheezy: Thank you, >__< You did that when you were 15, hee, I am 15 right now. -ironic smile- Working, ne? Better get back to work.
Lara: I will definitely try harder next time, no matter what now! Besides... I am depending on the rest to drag my marks up XD I believe in your beliefs for me! -glomps-
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