I am horrifyingly relaxed.
My final exams are coming up and so are the midterms for my night & Saturday courses. But I don't feel any sort of panic, not even a zip of anxiety. And I know how bad it is! OTL
But no matter how I see it, my Japanese midterm is top priority because I would feel like such a disappointment to myself if I can't do well. It is the only subject that I really work hard on and despite everything else that I should focus n on, I really don't mind neglecting English/Biology/Spanish/Mandarin/anything for it.
And on this note, conversations just keep coming up about what I plan to do with my life. My friends wonder what I'll go into, family friends are asking me about what I want in university. And I have no answers... maybe just standard ones about how I am still unsure.
In truth, my perspective on my future is wavering and I don't know what I want.
But its not like I ever even thought about it. ;P (because seeing how things eventually work out is exciting too!) The comfort is minimal but knowing that certain path was never an intention I had! Because: c'est la vie! Right? ;)
2 comments:
D: Your schedule seems so off. Final exams and Midterms coming together? That's so... weird. And, usually when I don't feel panic at all before exam is because I've already given up on it.
Plans about your future eh, I've been in that stage for years, I still don't know what to do, so I just decided to swing it. Save way is either be an accountant (the world's forever lacking them) or be adventurous and study arts like me :D
Yeshh... my schedule is wacked like that D: B/c the extra classes that I take out of school are once a week so it is a year long. That's why the midterms are so close to my final exams XD
Haha, for your experience, I think trying out whatever comes in mind is just fine... But no accountant for me! XD I can't stare t numbers for too long without pulling my hair out XDDD
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