keep calm and freak the fuck out

I was not okay last night, I think I was in a state of panic and half-crazy.

So my first exam is in less than 24 hours /still freaking the fuck out mind you, and I don't think anything is going in my head. I think I was talking to myself last night, telling myself how I need to focus, stop procrastinating and cram chemistry into my brain.

Instead, I got this terrible terrible craving to write porn. Just filthy slam-you-against-the-wall-and-have-my-way-with-you kind of smut where plot-what-plot is kind of tossed out the window.

idek, nothing ended up written but my god, it was bad.