Monday, October 21, 2013

set sail fucking slash

I like to take the attitude of I write what I want in fanfiction.

Of course, there will always been some people who disagrees with what I write and it irks because does it always have to do with internalized racism or sexism? Can't I hate this character because I just hate them, not because they are a person of color or a woman or god forbid a woman of color? And can't I just love this character not because they have a winning personality (hell, he is probably a fucking dick with douchebag as his middle name) or because they are white, male and privileged, but because I just like them?

Fanfiction is fun. I don't need depth.

Fanfiction is where I go so I don't have to be judged because I like things for things as they are. I don't want to think when I write, I want to spew bullshit I don't get to say in real life, I want to talk about how gorgeous his blue eyes are under the sun, I want to rant on and on how polyamorous M/M/F relationships will save the world of heartbreaks.

Let me write my incest. Let me write my white boys fucking. Let me write that shit. And if what I write coincides with that morally right, perfectly representative pairing that ought to be more popular then thank fuck for no backlash.

If not? Don't fucking psychoanalyze me, internalize that kind of thing. Like I don't judge myself enough.

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