if life was like tv, i would (probably) still be the same

applying for jobs is more than a little like throwing myself out on a busy highway and hoping someone doesn't run you over.

that or just notice the person lying lifeless on the road, and maybe stop and help instead of gawk.

and then i watch terrible anime and a 7 year old gets a fucking job while crossing the street (on an alien planet no less) and i am just. fml. or more like, fuck reality.


one more thing bc like seriously, fuuuuuuuck banks and anything to do with this shitty financial institution. i am too fucking tired to get angry, i am just feeling more at the end of my line with this whole ordeal.



i wish i had better news.